Joining SouleMama today for this moment.

{this moment} – A Friday ritual. A single photo – no words – capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savour and remember.

I love baking and I love sweets. I don’t have a fanatical sweet tooth and can’t eat copious amounts but I won’t pass down a chance to enjoy nearly anything under the heading of “dessert”. I’ve eyed plenty a store bought treat on a dessert table and known I would live to regret it but somehow I just can’t resist. There is a kid living on in me who still feels that any chance for a goody is getting away with something special.

Chocolate, vanilla or fruit – I have no firm preference but cupcakes are really where my treat loving heart beats. They are my favourite special occasion treat – probably because a special occasion is the only time I can justify the copious amounts of butter and sugar. They have become such a popular treat with specialty cupcake shops popping up everywhere with new, unusual and decadent flavours. Despite the rumour that the cupcake fad is fading and the pie will soon reign supreme, there’s no pie that can usurp a (good) cupcake in my heart.

Speaking of a good cupcake…

Loving them as I do has a downside. I am a cupcake snob. That being said I will still eat a boxed cupcake without being forced but I don’t buy boxed cakes. On top of that I am way too cheap to buy the expensive boutique variety when I know I could make them. So to the adventure of cupcake experimenting I go.

I have a few favourite recipes that I have paired with different buttercreams, frostings and icings but a special occasion necessitates a new cupcake challenge.

Enter the Lemon Meringue Cupcake.

Lemon Cupcake. Lemon curd. Swiss Meringue Frosting.

And for the more adventuresome – a blow torch.

Oh yes.

I started with the lemon curd and then kicked myself that I didn’t know how easy it is to make!

Gather eggs, lemons, butter, sugar and salt.

Separate your egg whites from the yolks. Four egg whites are needed for the meringue buttercream so don’t add all eight whites together. I put four in one small mason jar for the buttercream and four in another jar for muffins later in the week.

I find this method works best – pouring the egg into my hand, I gently shake the yolk and let the egg white slip into the bowl beneath. Drop the yolk into a separate bowl.

Word to the wise: Have 2 small bowls for the whites and a small bowl for the yolks. Use one bowl for separating over and one bowl for holding the whites or else you may have the problem shown above – a broken yolk spread into my whites. Fortunately I had already separated the whites I needed later for the meringue. This bled yolk mixture is fine for muffins (I consider two whites to equal one whole egg.)

Add the yolks to a small sauce pan.

Grate the lemon zest into the pan – here’s my handy-dandy rasp again! Careful you don’t get any of the white pith beneath the zest.

Add the sugar.

Pour in the lemon juice.

Whisk it together and cook it over medium-high heat for 8-10 minutes (although mine took closer to 5 minutes).

Stir constantly with a wooden spoon – make sure to scrape down the sides. When it coats the back of a spoon your curd is done (if you have a thermometer this is at 160°F).

Remove from heat and stir in the salt and butter, one piece at a time, until smooth.

Martha’s recipe suggests straining the curd you could do that but mine seemed pretty smooth so I didn’t – I’m lazy like that.

The original recipe says to cover the curd with plastic wrap directly over the curd to prevent a skin forming. To avoid using plastic wrap I just poured into a 500ml mason jar (in which it fit perfectly as you can see above) and covered it with a lid.

Refrigerate until set – one hour to one day.

I’ll spare you the step-by-step on the cupcakes and skip straight to the the meringue.

Grab your sugar and the four egg whites you separated for the lemon curd.

Put them in a large clean bowl (I used the bowl of my stand mixer as I was going to be mixing them there later). Place over a pot of simmering water and stir or whisk until the sugar is dissolved and the temperature reaches 140°F.

Put in the stand mixer or use a hand mixer with whisk attachment.

Beat the mixture on high speed until it is thick and glossy with a stiff peak.

Assembly

Make sure your cupcakes are fully cooled (or don’t and watch your frosting run if you are impatient like me…).

Add a teaspoon or so of lemon curd to the top of each cupcake.

Using a piping bag and a large cupcake tip add a swirl of meringue from the outside in to the centre.

Enjoy as they are or…

turn up the heat (or as in my case get hubby to turn up the heat).

Lovely.

Just look at those beauties.

Lemon Meringue Cupcakes

from Martha Stewart, link here

Lemon Curd

8 large egg yolks

zest of 2 lemons

1/2 cup plus 3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice (approximately 3 lemons)

1 cup sugar

1/8 teaspoon salt

1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, cold and cut into pieces.

Cupcakes

3 cups unbleached flour

1 tablespoon baking powder

1/2 teaspoon salt

1 cup unsalted butter, room temperature

2 cups sugar

4 large eggs

Finely grated zest of 3 lemons (about 3 tablespoons), plus 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice

5 drops lemon essential oil (optional -not in the original recipe)

1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract

1 cup buttermilk

Swiss Meringue Frosting

I didn’t use Martha’s 7-minute frosting (didn’t like the corn syrup) but made this frosting instead

4 large egg whites

1 cup sugar

For the curd:

Whisk yolks, zest, juice and sugar together in a medium saucepan. Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly with a wooden spoon for 5 – 10 minutes until curd coats the back of your spoon or the temperature registers 160°F. Remove from heat, stir in salt and add butter one piece at a time. Stir until smooth. Strain through a sieve over a medium bowl, if desired. Pour into mason jar and cover with a lid and refrigerate until set – one hour to one day.

For the cupcakes:

Line cupcake pans with the appropriate size of muffin liners (I made mine mini-sized because then I can eat two). Preheat oven to 325° F.

In a small bowl mix flour, baking powder and salt, set aside. In another small bowl or measuring cup combine lemon juice, vanilla and buttermilk, set this aside also.

In a mixer with the paddle attachment or in a bowl with a wooden spoon, cream butter and sugar. Add eggs one at a time, mixing before next addition. Stir in zest and lemon oil (if using). Add flour mixture in three parts, alternating with buttermilk mixture, beginning and ending with flour (ie. flour, buttermilk, flour, buttermilk, flour).

Use an ice cream scoop or spoon to ladle the batter into the tins. Bake for 15-25 minutes depending on the size of your cupcakes. Remove when a toothpick comes out clean and the cupcakes are just beginning to brown. Let them cool completely before assembling.

For the meringue frosting:

Heat an inch of water to a simmer in a medium pot.

Add the egg whites and sugar to a large bowl and place over the simmering pot of water (as in a double boiler). Whisking continuously, heat the mixture until the sugar is dissolved and reaches 140° F. Transfer to a stand mixer or use a hand mixer to beat the mixture on high until it is glossy with stiff peaks.

To assemble:

Add a teaspoon of curd to each cupcake, pipe the meringue frosting over the curd and lightly brown with a blow torch, if desired.

Mmm.

Joining Ginny for yarn along at Small Things to share what I’ve been knitting and reading this week.

The anticipation of yarn along has kept me working away on the Fisherman’s Pullover for my newly turned five-year-old. He is anxious for it to be his and three of his siblings have requested a mama-made sweater of their own. I hope I can finish what I’ve started but of course I’m more than pleased that my knitting meets the approval of four rather choosy children. Little brother hasn’t weighed in on the matter…yet.

I finished the body of the sweater and made it to the ribbing on the first sleeve before I started panicking that I may run out of my beautiful Puffin wool. I decided to move the live stitches to a spare circular and work on the second sleeve so I can get as much length (hopefully evenly) in the sleeves as possible (I’m anticipating how much this long boy will grow over the summer and want to get those sleeves as long as my wool will allow).

While I was contemplating the sleeves I started a quick pair of fingerless mittens for my six-year-old as a reprieve. I accidentally felted her previous pair when I threw her muddy coat in the laundry this week, oops – they are felted beautifully now for little sis! I don’t know if I’ll end up finishing these in a hurry or not. I’ve made multiple pairs like them in the last year and sometimes they fly off the needles and sometimes I take them nice and easy. Do you find you knit at different speeds depending on your mood? I read Elizabeth Zimmermann’s advice last week not to knit while angry but I imagine my tension may change a little depending on how laid back I am, how many (little) people are speaking to me at the time and how easily my eyes are staying open (or how easily they are drooping). These feel like a low-key knit.

I am still reading through The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes (and loving it) along with The Knitting Workshop but decided to show some of our most recent library acquisitions. An old family favourite (Tikki Tikki Tembo because I love saying his name over and over), some new family favourites and inspiration for mama. I discovered our library system only has two Elsa Beskow books on its shelves – The Tale of the Little, Little Old Woman and Pelle’s New Suit. Oddly, Pelle’s New Suit is only available there in Arabic – which of course I didn’t realize until my husband arrived home with our stack of library holds. The kids were perplexed at my choice (and the cover which opens at the left) but the illustrations are enough for me. My mama book, Craft Hope, is one I learned about on Dana’s awesome blog (she has a pattern featured) and I love both the patterns and the concept – each of the patterns can be made and donated to a specific charity (learn more about Craft Hope here).

I really have so little left to finish up my sweater that I hope I can unveil it next week. I’ve already bought wool for my next sweater project and I’m itching to get going on it (first things first, though, I know).

Can’t wait to see what other’s are up to on this week’s yarn along! Thanks for coming by!

We had lots of fun celebrating a five-year-old this weekend.

Although I already shared birthday wishes on the big day I couldn’t resist posting a quick peek at some of the fun, festivities and birthday traditions.

Breakfast smoothie.

Everyone’s favourite special breakfast, crepes by Daddy.

A favourite gift.

Dapper fellow sporting some new duds – shirt from a grandma and grandpa, thrifted sweater from Auntie and a mommy-made bow tie (tutorial here).

Lemon layer cake whose layers really wanted to slide apart.

And many happy wishes.

Thanks for all the birthday greetings last week – Liam was very pleased to receive them.

There was a day this week when things were not going smoothly for me. I went to bed the night before with a to-do list as long as my arm and woke feeling pressured and anxious before stepping out of bed. If the start of the day was bumpy, the rest of it was downright rocky.

Nothing was getting done as I’d hoped, new to-dos were springing up at every turn, the house was a disaster and I was brimming with complaints. I don’t know what was going on with me that day but I felt like I was under attack. Peace and gratitude were not in the picture.

Then I read this post at exactly the right moment (thanks, Lisa). I paused in my frantic rushing and looked around with grateful eyes. I picked up my camera and took pictures of the mess and realities that speak loudly of the blessed life I live.

It’s not pretty but it is the truth – at some times a little harder to take than at others. I have no desire to show all our messes here – and I’m sure you’d rather not see them. But in the name of gratitude and truthfulness I’ve decided to post a little piece of reality here once a week. Likely just a single picture. And although I feel like I’m sounding a little lofty here, I’d like to add that I am doing this first and foremost for me because the reality is what so often makes this life beautiful and I hate to forget that.

I don’t know how long I’ll keep going with it but if you’d like to join me post a link or comment below. We all know that reality can be harsh but we’re in this together right?

Today I’m thankful for the signs of spring across my floor, a door that does its best to keep the weather out and the sunlight the streams through.

Wishing you a week ahead full of peace, love, blessing and gratitude.